The grass in the front garden is not looking quite as good as it did and it\u2019s all my fault. Until now the grass by the front door was definitely green. However, as I don\u2019t do stairs anymore, I now go out through the front door to go to the garden. I\u2019m at that difficult age where I need to pee more often and once I see the grass by the front door the urge can become overwhelming. Anyway, our little patch of green grass is now green with yellow patches and our Mistress doesn\u2019t think it looks nearly so nice. I did point out that there are more weeds than grass and I was just trying to kill a few off, but she didn\u2019t think that was a helpful comment. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Another problem with the whole \u2018go out of the front door and\nround the side of the house\u2019 thing is that I\u2019m getting very wet regularly. It\nkeeps raining and I don\u2019t walk as fast as I used to. That and the fact I get confused\neasily so sometimes go the wrong way and there we are out in the pouring rain.\nOur Mistress is even less appreciative first thing in a morning when she is\nstill in her pyjamas but I have suggested she might be better to get dressed\nbefore she comes downstairs. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s getting worse too as there is no light round the side of\nthe house and we\u2019re having go round in the dark more. If our Mistress trips\nover me one more time I really am going to have something to say about it. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
To be honest, I\u2019d rather focus on the grass problems than the\nfact my panic attacks are happening more often. I never thought my thunder shirt\nwould become such a good friend, but oh boy am I glad of it when I get in that\nstate. To be fair, our Mistress cuddles me too, and there really is nothing\nlike being wrapped tightly and feeling secure until everything returns to normal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Alfie<\/p>\n\n\n\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"